A couple of months ago I came into a computing room where self-study was supposed to take place. Around ten of the young Arab boys in the class were gathered around a PC and the mood was high. Spontanously I thought it was about porn surfing on the net and went over to watch in the hope that they would be ashamed. Alas, no, they were watching a DVD with murders of hostages in Iraq. One disgusting beheading after another rolled over the screen.
Somewhat shocked I asked what they were doing. "We are watching Allah's fighters killing the Jews and Americans," was the answer.
- It is disgusting to kill innocent people, I tried to rebuke them.
They didn't understand what I was talking about. Everybody were speaking on top of each other and tried to explain to me that "the unfaithful" were now receiving their just punishment.
When a Japanese was beheaded on the screen Amir laughed and pointed "this will happen to all the Jews." His friend added "Allah Akbar!"
The mood quickly turned hateful. My attempts at discussing only provoked even bolder statements, so I left. [...]
I was still shocked when I got hold of the director of studies and explained what had happened. Unfortunately I was no less shocked by his total indifference. First he argued it was the students' private issue what movies they watched. When I referred to the school's statement that it should support democracy and be against violence and racism he thought I "exaggerated."
In the end the tone was so tense that he snapped "You should better take a job at some bloody Sörgården-school with well-behaved Swedish students."
True, the temptation is strong to change jobs and repress reality, but that would feel like a betrayal of the ideals that me and many of my colleagues still believe in. If we disappear, then it will be people like the director of studies that remain. And the young people deserve something better....