CRAZY


I’ve been a little crazy lately.

In a world full of people, only some want to fly, Isn't that crazy?
- Seal

It depends on where you want to fly.

I’ve been having some physical issues for the past month or so. “Stomach problems” = a euphemism for everything you might imagine. I started Freaking Out and the problem moved from my stomach to my brain until I suddenly realized I wasn’t just “sick”, I was really facing a serious situation.

About a year ago, I stopped going to therapy and stopped taking antidepressants. I told myself it was because I wanted to see how life “really looked”. I wanted to stop medicating myself and face the so-called truth about my situation. Heh. Oops.

So a few weeks ago when I started reminding myself how mixing sleeping pills with apple sauce helps digest them, I realized I needed to do something. One thing that mattered was what would happen to Polly. Thinking about her made a difference and made me think twice.

So I did and took constructive action and am now waiting for the jury to return a verdict. I’m being patient. Always a patient and never the doctor as the saying goes. Ok, I made that up.

None the less, thanks for your e-mails and concern. This. Too. Shall. Pass. It’s one thing on which we can always count.

Dig this.



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