Moon In Pisces, Or So To Speak…
There are a few people at work I have gotten to know. One of them I spoke with on the phone last night, and I realized something. Astrology is a fluke, but the three of us, as well as so many others I have come to know in my life... we all have our Moon in Pisces.
Last night I recalled before going to bed, a woman from India who I knew back home. She told me something, and it was just what I needed to hear at the time, because I wasn’t ready for the truth. The crazier thing is, she totally set me up, said what I needed to hear, and was able to help me for years, without me even realizing it.
After some upsetting things happened in my life, I think I went a wee bit nuts, worse than ever. I have been saying for a while now, for over a year in fact… that something HUGE was going to happen, I could feel it. I just knew something was right around the corner, good or bad I did not know, but there it was lurking in the shadows. Well, it has arrived. I never REALLY predicted it of course, it was just sanity poking it’s head in for me to wake the fuck up, and of course it was only a matter of time before I caught it, myself trying very hard to gain control of my mental capabilities again.
And now, looking over my life, and more specifically, since I was a little girl, it’s plain as day, black and white. I was told before, time and time again since a very young age, but denial is a tough thing to face. If we say something does not exist, then it does not exist, because perception is reality. And the fucked up thing is, reality, the real one, is finally settling in after all these years.
This entire post is confusing, but bitching about my shit helps me to feel better, and on the other end I can’t reveal too much to a bunch of strangers. Those smart ones have it figured out, I am sure, and likely have for some time.
10:51:07 PM 
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