Sunday, October 05, 2003

Oh Me If I had to lose a mile If I had to touch feelings I would lose my soul The way I do I don't have to think I only have to do it The results are always perfect And that's old news Would you like to hear my voice Sprinkled with emotion Invented at your birth? I can't see the end of me My whole expanse I cannot see I formulate infinity Stored deep inside me   "...but I still can't get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone. There's good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces..." 9:25:35 PM    comment [] Pink Floyd - High Hopes (Lyrics) Beyond the horizon of the place we lived when we were young In a world of magnets and miracles Our thoughts strayed constantly and without boundary The ringing of the division bell had begun Along the Long Road and on down the Causeway Do they still meet there by the Cut There was a ragged band that followed our footsteps Running before time took our dreams away  Leaving the myriad of small creatures trying to tie us to the ground To a life consumed by slow decay The grass was greener The light was brighter With friends surrounded The nights of wonder Looking beyond the embers of bridges glowing behind us To a glimpse of how green it was on the other side Steps taken forwards but sleepwalking back again Dragged by force of some inner tide At a higher altitude with flag unfurled We reached the dizzy heights of that dreamed of world Encumbered forever by desire and ambition There's a hunger still unsatisfied Though down this road we've been so many times The grass was greener The light was brighter The taste was sweeter The nights of wonder With friends surrounded The dawn mist growing The water flowing The endless river   2:50:56 PM    comment [] More Weird Dreams   So there I was at the bank, at least in my dream I was. It was sorta chilly outside, and dark and stormy. I had to withdrawal $20 from the ATM machine and oddly enough I was standing outside in the pouring rain at a drive through teller spot instead of being in my car. Instead of paying attention I kept looking really far ahead at some alternate screen in the distance (don't ask, but there were 2 screens, and I wasn't looking at mine smack in front of my face...) So instead of paying attention to the keypad in front of me, I accidentally hit deposit instead of withdrawal. Because I didn't deposit money, the bank charged me $148 in fees and I didn't even get my $20 bucks. God, I felt sick when I realzied what I had done, my stupid error cost me precious money. Dreams are so weird...       Night With Her Train of Stars and Her Great Gift of Sleep Edward Robert Hughes 2:32:17 PM    comment []

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