Croak
I know I haven't been here lately, things are busy around here and it seems I have little time to spare anymore. Plus, I'm just not feeling very creative, think it's that black mass swarming overhead. Maybe one day it will swoop in and consume me. I sorta wish it would, because I’m really tired of my petty bullshit and the inability to get over myself when I am as lucky as I am. I am getting sick of my own darkness, getting sick of myself, getting annoyed by the fact I have nothing to feel sick over. But I do, and that’s that and I can’t do anything about it right now but take my mother’s advice. Years back in my late teen years, I went through the worst depression of my entire life, and she said to me, “Go through the motions Amanda, FORCE yourself to keep going.”
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