idol-mania

ruben wins!  he's so cute, i just wanna pinch his checks! [idolonfox.com]

i have to say though, i hate the crap last year's winner, kelly clarkson, is putting out.  yeach!

and i didn't vote for anyone at all.  i am just a dork that got sucked in by fox's keen advertising ;)

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loser

pathetic

failure

good for nothing piece of shit dumbass bitch

self loathing is such a great thing ;)  good thing it only rears its ugly head when shit really hits the fan.  in actuality, things -are- pretty damn good.  i'm in love and getting married, i'm moving out of MN in the fall and i've got some of the greatest friends in the world.  losing my job hurts of course but something will come along and i'll be able to continue with my plans for the move.  the wedding plans, well, those will be tweaked now, i'll need a new budget and the invites might suffer (getting more white-trashy every minute, how can we make these things cheaper? xerox, handwritten, plain white paper and envelopes?) 

such is life. 

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Jane's Addiction~So What!

Man ain't meant to work
C'mon build a machine!
So we can sleep and make love deeper
Later we can dance and we can drink!

Man ain't meant to work
C'mon build a machine!
So we can live for our own pleasure
Please yourself! Please your queens!

Early morning the sun is yawning
I am not kind yet
I am certain, I have no doubt
Life is for playing

Days like these
I hardly disagree

So what! That's my conclusion
I think I'm gonna dig myself now

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