not of the elite
thank god for that! whew! *wipes brow*
i am socially deviant, the black sheep in the family, an outcast, just a plain old freak.
i prefer sitting on the sidelines and looking in. it's where i'm most comfortable, it's where i've been most of my life.
oh i'm able to function in society, because i learned how to play the game. but i don't much like it and only do it to survive. i know there are a lot of people out there that are like me. so maybe i'm not such a freak after all? but i'll still be a freak to that girl who marries for money and status, smothered in diamonds or that guy with the fanciest car in the lot and the newest, fastest, bestest whatever.
or maybe i just like to think i'm a freak. it makes me feel good. look at me I'm DIFFERENT! and oh so SPECIAL!
or maybe i'm just an attention-whore?
ahhh! who cares? right? right ;)
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