It started innocently enough....
It began a few short months ago. I really wasn't looking for anything in particular. I honestly thought I was in full control of my feelings and urges. Unfortunately being a man and having a penis pretty much made it a foregone conclusion that I was going to fuck up.
For more of an ego boost than anything, I put my picture up on Hot or Not to see how it would go. It went well, and still is actually, even though I've since taken my profile off the personals. I was lured in by the picture staring back at me. The "click here to meet me" made me want to well, click there.
I was intrigued and wanted to know what the personalities were on the other side of the pictures. I wanted to see if anyone would be intrigued by me. Like I stated before, wasn't looking for what I eventually got, and was only looking for a way to kill some time at work.
It turned into something that did much more of that. It killed time at work, after work, before work and any other time that I could squeeze in. My wife was none the wiser and I was the king of the world. I had my cake and was eating it too. I eventually found out that it is really easy to choke on all of that cake.
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