Somedays it is like it never happened..
Other days it is glaringly obvious.
This has definately been and emotional roller coaster for me. I think it has been as much of one for my wife as well. We have both agreed that what we want is not what we had. We want it to be better or not at all.
I am lucky in the sense that I believe my wife may be a saint. Most people would have booted my ass to the curb so quick it would have made my head spin. She decided that there was more to the realtionship than that. Ultimately, I believe time will tell.
We talk a lot, and it rarely gets confrontational. Her finding her strength was pretty quick in coming. It is just now beginning to show itself for me. I trying so hard to move on. Some days it is like it never happened. Other days it is glaringly obvious that it did.
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