(this memoir was prompted by
David's
and Rayne's
childhood memory posts)
97 oF, fifth day in a row,
and in those days no one had air conditioning. We'd go down in the basement
with the Zenith portable radio and the fan, and then, restless, try to round
up the neighbourhood kids for baseball or tag. And if no one was around we'd
throw the India rubber ball against the front steps -- you had to throw it
just right, so it would pop up into the air. You'd get ten points if you
caught it before a bounce, five for a one-bouncer, three for a two-bouncer,
one for a grounder. Whoever got the ball threw it the next time and the first
to 100 won the game. Sometimes we'd play tackle, to prevent the other player
from catching it, and it would roll out onto the street and the cars going
by would honk and we'd laugh if they actually ran over the ball, and run
to stop it rolling down the curb into the storm sewer.
On a clear day the prairie summer sky is a deeper, purer blue than anywhere
else on Earth. The very hot days were usually windless, motionless, as if
everything had stopped. You could always hear the crickets, though, and the
mourning doves. We'd have checked the weather forecast but we knew even before
we heard it what was coming: "severe late-day thunderstorms". You knew from
the silence, you could smell it, the intense dry heat that could not be sustained.
First there'd be a thin dark line on the distant horizon and a few gusts of
wind, and then it would come fast. You'd hurry to finish the last game and
then head to someone's house to get ready for "the show".
The wind would pick up quickly then and there'd be the smell of rain in
the air. Our mothers would be out hurriedly taking the clothes off the clotheslines,
and we'd chase the clothes that blew away and help with the last few items
when the sudden cold, large droplets of rain started. Now the sky would be
menacing, black, the line of nimbus moving rapidly forward like a blanket
covering everything, something out of an Edvard Munch or Van Gogh painting
and we'd be sitting in someone's kitchen and listening to the radio, all
crackling now with static from the storm, and just for fun because it got
so dark so fast we'd turn on the kitchen lights which was somehow comforting,
and watch out the window, saying "bet there'll be a tornado or a hurricane
or something". We'd usually go to the house of whoever's mother was baking
or making something we liked for supper.
Then the rumble of thunder in the distance would give way to the first dazzling
lightning strikes and we'd be running around the house trying to get the best
window view and shouting "wow, did you see that one", and counting the seconds
as thousands of feet: "one thousand, two thousand", and then the thunder
would be coming within a second of the lighting flash, over and over and
we'd be cheering it on with our hearts racing, and feeling sorry for the
cat that was hiding under the table with its hair standing on end. Then with
the crack of lightning striking trees the rain would suddenly pick up and
the breeze through the window screens would suddenly change direction and
drop twenty degrees. We'd be closing the windows now, at least on the side
of the house the rain was coming in, inhaling the smell one last time as
we closed each window, the amazing crisp fresh smell of rain and it would
be pounding down, in sheets so strong you could hardly see the street.
The windows would fog up and if we felt bold we'd strip off our shirts and
run outside in the downpour, jumping up and down on the waterlogged lawns
splashing each other. Then we'd take cover, foolishly under the trees or in
the hide-and-seek hiding places we knew about. The rain would have soaked
through our shorts and our clothes would be sticking to our skin, and if there
was a girl with us in our chosen hiding place we'd have a funny feeling and
maybe try to kiss her, and if there wasn't we'd wish their was and save the
feeling for when we were alone in bed that night.
And then as fast as it began it would be over. The sheet of black clouds
would race on and the blue sky would return as rich as ever, and the sun would
now be low in the horizon and reflect off the water droplets on the leaves
and the grass. Even after they were over, these storms were a continuous
light show. We'd wander back to whoever's house we'd been visiting and their
mother would have towels for us to dry off and would invite us to stay for
dinner if we got permission from our mothers first. With the lovely sunset
and the renewed calm and the smells of grass and flowers in the air and soaked
into our hair and clothes, and exhausted from the excitement of the storm,
we'd feel this incredible mellow feeling. All the terrors of childhood and
adolescence would briefly fade away and we'd be more relaxed and yet more
exhilarated than we ever were in the rest of our mundane young lives. We'd
sit out on the porch watching the sunset and eating hot dogs and potato chips
or ice cream, making fun of each other when we caught someone singing along
with the Four Seasons or Trini Lopez on the radio.
I'd head up to bed feeling kind of cheerful and sad at the same time. I'd
sit at my bedroom desk staring out the back window, all my senses alert.
Then I'd pull out the bedroom window screen and climb out onto the sun porch
roof, carrying the cat with me, and with him nestled in my lap I'd sit out
there in my pyjama bottoms looking at the moon, peeking in the neighbours'
windows, and listening to the sounds of the neighbourhood until I could hardly
keep my eyes open, and then drag myself back in to bed and sleep the sleep
of the dead.