 I've already confessed to two of
my personal failings: a lack of courage, and a proclivity to
procrastinate (or cowardice and laziness, if you prefer). A recent
article by Feith Stuart has led me to recognize a third -- my
periodically bad temper. Feith writes:
Here's a truth I know:
Every time I am rude or thoughtless, every time I am careless with
someone's feelings, every time I call someone a name during a fight,
every time I act in a way I know to be harmful as a way to feel relief
from what I'm feeling (because that's the only reason we lash out at
others -- to make ourselves feel better) I know I'm destroying my
credibility as a loving human being.
I handle adversity badly. When things go wrong, I invariably overreact.
When I was younger, that usually meant an outburst (and still does,
occasionally). As I get older I am more likely to become taciturn, clam
up and disengage, and/or just get depressed. Whenever I have lashed
out, I have always regretted
it. I have learned, at least intellectually, that displaying one's
temper is a handicap to achieving one's life goals. When you blow up,
you always look bad, no matter how justified the outburst is.
Consider how bad Cheney looked when he swore at Leahy -- his snarl made
him look ridiculous, childish, vindictive, out of control,
untrustworthy. Consider how Howard Dean's outburst probably cost him
the Democratic nomination. Think about temper tantrums you have
witnessed, and how they reflect badly on, and hurt the credibility of,
the ones that throw them. Even sneering, snorting, snickering and
rolling of eyes and other subtler indications of anger and disdain are
considered to be anti-social behaviours, unseemly, inappropriate and
reprehensible even as a response to someone else's ludicrous or
antagonistic behaviour. And think about how instances of great
restraint in the face of provocation are seen not as cowardice, but as
signs of great moral, intellectual, and emotional strength.
I think Democrats were secretly hoping that, during the debates, either
Bush or Cheney would lose their temper. Both men are notorious for
their bad tempers, but the machine has been expert at keeping them from
public view, most remarkably by making this pair the least
visible in press conferences and other stressful public
appearances of any administration in decades. Bush has looked doped up
in most of his public appearances when he wasn't strictly reading a
script, maybe because his backers would rather he be seen babbling
incoherently than venting his spleen.
What about rants? We all love a good rant, complete with expletives, a
venting of anger against injustice or stupidity or callousness or
meanness or other morally repugnant behaviour. What's different about
rants is that they are controlled
anger, clever and articulate and rehearsed and measured.
Violent anger in the movies and on television is glorified, but again,
'good guy' anger is always controlled, and either slightly excessive
(in which case it always ends up being punished), or ridiculously
justified (a purely emotional response to the kind of absurdly extreme
bad-guy straw man caricatures with no redeeming human qualities who
only exist in fiction). They're both examples of poor writing, designed
to manipulate the emotions of unthinking viewers. Most of us realize
that Jason, Aliens, Wile E. Coyote and the swarthy terrorists of
vigilante films don't exist in the real world, and that guns-a'blazin'
knee-jerk acting out of violence, anger and rage doesn't solve problems
in the real world -- it only makes things worse, hurts innocent
bystanders, and discredits everyone involved.
But if you just walk away, and take no action against deplorable
behaviour, it can just eat you up inside -- and flare up quickly again
the next time you meet the perpetrator, or even think about the
incident in question.
So what is the appropriate behaviour, the right response, in the face
of (a) provocation, (b) unfair, unreasonable or immoral behaviour, and
(c) adversity? We've all heard the old saying "Don't get mad, get
even", but sometimes getting even is not possible. Let's look at a
specific example of each:
(a) Somebody beats you at something -- a game, a bet, an election --
and then rubs your face in it.
(b) You learn that a neighbour is guilty of something -- tax evasion,
animal cruelty, spousal abuse -- but has never been prosecuted for it,
and actually seems kind of proud of his behaviour, and you have no
proof.
(c) You're up for a job, or a promotion, that you really want, and
someone else with lesser qualifications gets it -- for sucking up, or
using personal connections, or because s/he fits the corporate mold
better, and now your opportunities for getting a job or getting ahead
are seriously blocked.
If you're like me, just thinking
about these situations gets your blood pressure rising. There is
absolutely no point, no benefit in getting angry, or violent, or
indignant, or otherwise stressed out about these situations. But that
doesn't stop you. We are brought up, and brainwashed, to believe that
if you fight back hard enough against injustice and cruelty, you will
ultimately win, accompanied by fireworks and the adulation of millions.
And when god is on your side, so how can you lose?
Back to reality. The good guy doesn't always win, bad behaviour doesn't
always get punished, and anger rarely accomplishes anything positive.
So what should we do in these situations. My answer falls in the "don't
do what I do, do what I say" category: I need to learn to practice what
I preach here:
- Stay cool. Realize that anger doesn't help you, and could make you sick. Don't do anything immediately.
- Be graceful. You can teach people more by providing a
positive example than through any kind of violent behaviour, physical
or emotional or psychological. Violence begets violence.
- If you're having trouble controlling your temper, force yourself to walk away.
- Think carefully about your possible motivations for being a
whistle-blower, and if they're sound motivations, blow the whistle.
"Sound motivations" means that the consequent actions of the
government, the police, the IRS, the wronged partner, will be both just
and productive. Blowing the whistle means telling just the facts to those in a position to act on them -- no rumours, no innuendo, no exaggerations, and definitely no lies.
- Ask yourself whether, five years from now, the action that has you so upset will really matter.
- Recognize that the person who has committed the wrong
probably knows s/he has done it, and probably feels a bit guilty about
it. Put yourself in their position - wouldn't you?
- Talk it out with someone you trust who can be objective
about it -- especially if you can't seem to let go of your anger after
a prolonged period, or if there are constant reminders of it. Don't
bottle it up and let your anger fester. A rant is a form of venting,
and it can be useful when the person or people you're ranting to are
sympathetic. It's rarely useful when the person or people you're
ranting to were the perpetrators.
- Sort out your emotions and figure out how to deal with each
of them. In extreme cases, anger can be mixed with extraordinary grief,
fear, or other powerful emotions. If the event has left you overwhelmed
with grief or fear, the resolution will be more complex than just
dealing with anger -- and will need help from others.
- Don't badmouth the perpetrator behind their back. That's really petty, and it's a cowardly form of violence.
There's one possible exception to this rule, and that's when the
parties involved are loving, equal partners. Some couples seem to be
able to sort out differences and wrongs, real and perceived, by
arguing, even shouting at each other. It's never worked for me, but I
know people who say a vehement argument with their personal or business
partner is the quickest and best way to resolve an issue. I'm
skeptical, since I can't see how any such argument can be
non-manipulative or end in anything other than the stronger person
imposing their solution on the weaker. But in matters of the heart, I
claim no expertise.
What do you think? How do you deal with situations which provoke your
anger, and are there situations where the principles above don't apply?
Or is this just one more area where conservatives and liberals will
never agree on the appropriate course of action?
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