Between the idea And the reality... Between the conception And the creation Between the emotion And the response Falls the Shadow
Life is very long
-- TS Eliot, The Hollow Men This culture is a suffocating fog that wraps around my body (like the blanket that I pull around myself to shield me from the cold) separating me from what is real and disconnecting me from all-the-life-on-Earth, it draws the very life from me.
So where do I belong?
This culture is a solid shell that insulates my body (like the car I drive, alone, each day) keeping me apart from others, from their lives, their sorrows, feelings, thoughts and knowledge, and their touch and scent and worried stares and sighs of resignation.
What reason can there be for this?
This culture is a concrete wall that isolates my body (like the wood and stone and steel and glass that separates me here, in this immense sad house, from my real home, outside) deluding me to think that I'm apart from "the environment", and nature, and the creatures of all species who are victims of our grim, relentless progress.
Not dumbed down, but dulled down, muffled, rendered mute.
So I go on, still blind to all the consequences of my actions and inactions and to what I've lost and long forgotten.
In this comfortable disconnection I'm accustomed, now, to unreality.
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