
INSOMNIA
Insomnia. To bed at midnight & the dark grey outline of the door frame fixed in view, wrapped in humming, formless thoughts until finally I rise by 3.00. This used to be a condition which would last for weeks at a time, but it passed with the specific anxieties that underpinned it. Now, I guess I have to get to the other side of the immediacy of leaving a school that I have loved but which I feel, in its new incarnation, sees my contribution as having been valueless & the general imponderables of retirement.
It seems that I’m in distinguished company…
The best cure for insomnia is to get a lot of sleep.
W. C. Fields
O sleep, O gentle sleep, nature's soft nurse, how have I frighted thee,
That thou no more wilt weigh my eye-lids down
And steep my senses in forgetfulness?
William Shakespeare
Not poppy, nor mandragora, nor all the drowsy syrups of the world,
Shall ever medicine thee to that sweet sleep which thou owed'st yesterday.
William Shakespeare
The worst thing in the world is to try to sleep and not to.
F. Scott Fitzgerald
The last refuge of the insomniac is a sense of superiority to the sleeping world.
Leonard Cohen
A flock of sheep that leisurely pass by,
One after one; the sound of rain and bees
Murmuring; the fall or rivers, winds and seas,
Smooth fields, white sheets of water, and pure sky;
I have thought of all by turns, and yet do lie,
Sleepless! And soon the small birds' melodies
Must hear, first uttered from my orchard trees;
And the first cuckoo's melancholy cry.
Even thus last night, and two nights more, I lay,
And could not win thee, Sleep! By any stealth:
Soon do not let me where tonight away:
Without Thee what is all the morning's wealth?
Come, blessed barrier between day and day,
Dear mother of fresh thoughts and joyous health.
William Wordsworth
" The woods are lovely, dark, and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep."
Robert Frost
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