POEM OF THE DAY
The Memory Hospital or The Home for Wayward Muses
My head creaks, like an old treehouse. I totter on my heels, occasionally, because the spirits are walking around up there, in for a leisurely stroll to destiny and death.
My head is as full of chatter and squeal as a shortwave radio, as full of old women's voices as a nursing home,
and when I begin to write I smell a smell like vacuum tubes heating up in an old TV.
My head is full of smells. The smell of burning forest in the wind. The smell of magnolia and lovemaking. The smell of melting plastic. The smell of powder on my great grandmother's skin as she rocks this little child.
Many old women live in my head. The woman with short bobbed hair who sells used books and chain smokes Pall Mall cigarettes. The tiny birdlike crone in the red sequin jacket, gatekeeper at the shrine of St. Liberace in Las Vegas. Two sets of Fates, one speaking old Norse, the other archaic Greek.
My head is a tenement for Lost and Found Muses. My head is for lease, due to be subdivided. I pay my back womb rent in poems and I'm always behind on my payments.
I climb the stairs as I don't trust the elevator to the penthouse, slip through the door standing ajar.
The Landlady is old, old, old. Today she wears an embroidered Chinese silk jacket and reclines in decrepit elegance on a large, overstuffed, and ancient divan, smoking opium and drinking absinthe.
Her eyes follow the smoke from her pipe, and she sings very softly, in French.
I think, is this the muse to whom I've devoted my life? I don't even speak French.
Still, I walk over and sit down at the antique vanity table pushed in front of the window...she has quite a view over the roofs of the world...
A blank sheet of paper is already rolled into the black Smith-Corona typewriter perched on the ricketty table. I begin to peck away at the keys. When she nods, the poem is over.
Dana Pattillo
(PoD 42)
2:00:27 AM
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