Today is 12.19.15.5.1, 8 Imix 4 Wo.
JONAH, UP A TREE, EARLY 1980S
DR. OMED, FROM THE SAME ROLL OF FILM (REMEMBER FILM?)
1699 shopping days until 13.0.0.0.0, 4 Ahau 3 K'ank'in.
Friend Jonah of Love During Wartime posted a poem back on April 12th, which I think is a very fine "last" poem, as he calls it, if indeed it were to be his last. I like the humor and the history in it. Jonah and I have been friends for thirty years, so I have a headstart on the rest of you. But you'll catch the drift, if the drift doesn't catch you first. I think all poets start writing their last poems at some point, some when very young, others when in their dotage. Last looks back "o'er travelled roads," as Whitman had it, after he rehearsed himself into the role of the "good grey poet." Rimbaud wrote his last poem, Une Saison en Enfer, threw down his pen and abandoned his muse at what--age 19? So I ask my fellow poets--Have you begun the work on your last poem(s) yet? I think I was about 39 when I started writing my first last poems--my first real last poems. Accomplishing the virtue of lastness in poetry is a not straightforward pursuit, it is devious, tricky, and oblique. It helps if you have reached middle age and your brain function has begun to decay. Metaphors have to be jury-rigged, and they must "shine in use." Here's the last of Jonah, and may there be many more lasts for him:
MY LAST POEM
My last poem will walk under storm-green skies past haunted duplexes through echoing culverts through knee-high grass. It will walk from New Jersey Pine Barrons and coast up Gravity Hill; it will walk from mother's horror to father's death; it will walk from the myth of Saturn to the mouth of the whirlwind. It will walk all this way to sit on my chest, some cat-like Buddha, to flip through the uneven pages of my unjustified heart.
My last poem and my first poem will sit on the front porch and tell tall tales about the neighbors. They'll compare rhetoric and the scope of their rhythm. "You've got a charming rhyme scheme," my last poem will say; "You've got a mysterious metaphysic," my first poem will reply. And they'll write sketches of the wind while drinking green tea with a pinch of fresh mint and a spoon-full of local honey.
My last poem may have forgotten every cherished image; it may have lost its connection to each borrowed symbol and 40 years worth of repetends. It may find itself confronted by each unfinished stanza, every half-begun epic, each muse in passing and muse in waiting - each shopgirl, waitress, movie star, pew mate, class mate, anima projection - all the false goddesses and true harridans, all the true goddesses and faithless lovers. It may have forgotten their names in eternity. It may have lost its breath and its measured lines. It may not want a song or need one more sip of beer.
My last poem will shake your hand and greet you. It will welcome you like an old friend. It will walk with you anywhere.
10:05:04 PM
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