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11:28:14 AM
Once
I saw my father naked, once, I
opened the blue bathroom's door
which he always locked--if it opened, it was empty--
and there, surrounded by glistening turquoise
tile, sitting on the toilet, was my father,
all of him, and all of him
was skin. In an instant, my gaze ran
in a single, swerving, unimpeded
swoop, up: toe, ankle,
knee, hip, rib, nape,
shoulder, elbow, wrist, knuckle,
my father. He looked so unprotected,
so seamless, and shy, like a girl on a toilet,
and even though I knew he was sitting
to shit, there was no shame in that
but even a human peace. He looked up,
I said Sorry, backed out, shut the door
but I'd seen him, my father a shorn lamb,
my father a cloud in the blue sky
of the blue bathroom, my eye driven
up the hairpin mountain road of the
naked male, I had turned a corner
and found his flank unguarded--gentle
bulge of the hip joint, border of the pelvic cradle.
--Sharon Olds
11:00:42 AM
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