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"Never have I seen one woman in whom every social grace was so lacking. Did I say she was primitive? I retract that. She's feral!"--Walter Matthau as Henry Graham in Elaine May's A New Leaf

 

Friday, January 14, 2005

I had an afternoon off. Situated my brother with a very long movie, locked down the wood stove good and tight, and stalled, slipped, slid, stalled, skidded, and finally floored the pickup up outta here over the very frozen snow. It was tricky first-gear, no-sudden-moves stuff for the first half-mile (last time I was out I slid sideways rounding a curve and got the right side wheels stuck in a little ditch behind a snowbank; I was very glad to have my shovel with me) but OK for the remaining two miles to the highway. You pay close attention, though. Picked up my packages at the P.O. in Davis Creek, and then met my friend Sally for lunch at Norma's Taqueria in Alturas. We had a very good time catching each other up on our snowbound lives. She lost her beautiful little rooster during the cold snap, and now the hen has gone missing. And the little propane furnace keeps breaking down. Her significant other is in Iraq, so she's doing it all on her own this winter. At least I have my brother to pitch in on the heavy work.

Now I'm settling back in. Everyone's fed (except me; that taqueria beans&rice holds you for a while) and I'm trying to type with Apple on my lap. She's always very distressed when I leave her home, and glues herself to me when I return until she feels secure again.

Today I got in the mail a nicely yellowed, shelfworn, and red-ink-annotated used bilingual 1960 paperback edition of The Bedbug and Selected Poems by Vladimir Mayakovsky, the Communist Russian poet who killed himself in 1930. I wish I could hear the poems in Russian. I don't know how to sound out the cyrillic text.

But here's a bit from "Conversation with a Tax Collector about Poetry":

...Look here--
     how much I've lost,
what
    expenses
      I have in my production
and how much I spend
      on materials.
You know,
    of course,
      about "rhyme."
Suppose
    a line
     ends with the word
        ;"day,"
and then,
    repeating the syllables
        in the third line,
we insert
    something like
       "tarara-boom-de-ay."
In your idiom,
     rhyme
      is a bill of exchange
to be honored in the third line!--
        that's the rule.
And so you hunt
    for the small change of suffixes and flections
in the depleted cashbox
      of conjugations
        and declensions.
You start shoving
     a word
      into the line,
but it's a tight fit--
      you press and it breaks.
Citizen tax collector,
      honestly,
the poet
    spends a fortune on words.
In our idiom
    rhyme
     is a keg.
A keg of dynamite.
     The line
       is a fuse.
The line burns to the end
      and explodes,
and the town
    is blown sky-high
       in a strophe.
Where can you find,
     and at what price,
rhymes
   that take aim and kill on the spot?
Suppose
   only a half dozen
      unheard-of rhymes
were left
    in, say, Venezuela.
And so
   I'm drawn
     to North and South.
I rush around
    entangled in advances and loans.
Citizen!
    Consider my traveling expenses.
--Poetry--
    --all of it!--
       is a journey to the unknown.
Poetry
    is like mining radium.
For every gram
     you work a year.
For the sake of a single word
       you waste
a thousand tons
     of verbal ore.
But how
   incendiary
     the burning of those words
compared
    with the smoldering
       of the raw material. ...

It's a very long poem and becomes richer and richer, better and better, and makes me laugh again and again. The translators were Max Hayward and George Reavey. Now I'm on the lookout for whatever I can find in a more recent translation.
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Teddy ponders the birdfeeders all morning. From indoors.

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tortoise
Your soul is bound to the Sixth Totem, Gehirn,
The Tortoise
.

Gehirn appears as a claret colored turtle. He
embodies growth, success, evolution, and
progress
. He is associated with the color
claret, the season of summer, and the element
of wind. His downfall is forgetfulness.

You are most compatible with Monkeys and Spiders.

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