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"Never have I seen one woman in whom every social grace was so lacking. Did I say she was primitive? I retract that. She's feral!"--Walter Matthau as Henry Graham in Elaine May's A New Leaf

 

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

I posted the foregoing astrological commentary on Capricorn--just copy and paste--without really thinking about what it said. And then I read it and the hairs on the back of my neck stood straight up. Ea. A Sumerian god named Ea.

My dream about my grandfather. He'd whispered in my ear his "secret name," and it had been really weird, like "ee-ah," and I spun it a little with a gutteral ending, like "ee-ah(ngh)," and tried to figure out what it meant, and decided that because it sounded like a raptor cry, it meant "cry of eagle." But look--Ea. Whoa. And I see that Ea was Enki. And now I just have to track down Anu and Enlil. Oh my lost Babylonia! My Sumerian homeland. Take me back! (OK, see me smiling now. This stuff just delights me no end.)
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Capricorn is usually depicted as a goat with a fish's tail for his hindquarters.  It seems to date from Sumerian (pre-Babylonian) times and is connected with the god Ea or Oannes.  Ea had many names, some of them were "the God of Wisdom" and "the Antelope of the Subterranean Ocean."  Ea lived deep in the ocean as a fish but when he appeared among men he took the form of a man with a fish-tailed cloak.  He taught men to write and build cities, compile laws and other sciences and arts, as well as how to collect seed and fruits for cultivation. (www.stargazers.iinet.net.au/ capricorn.htm)

Thoughts moving slow as molasses on a Thoms Creek day in January. Moving through days now so automatically, so fluidly, I don't even ripple the air. This is the fish half of the Capricorn goat. (Or else the sea turtle staying well below the surface of things.) I'm making a little headway in the greenhouse. Have begun going through all my stuff, deciding what stays, what goes. Filling the bed of the pickup for the next run to the dump &/or thrift stores. Getting smaller and smaller. Just because life is all Waiting these days, it doesn't mean I have to be altogether still while I wait. I started reading a novel in the evenings, which usually I avoid doing, because I accomplish nothing when I'm caught up in a story. New York Trilogy. I'm a little late to these things. Like it very much.

I did put up six half-pints of apple butter finally, on Sunday. But like the little wildish apples it's made from, it has little flavor and is too sweet. I'll send you some, anyway, Dana, if you want a souvenir of 2004. Next cookie disbursal is Monday the 24th.

I think my father's birthday is tomorrow. I'm not sure. If it isn't then it has just passed. A little commentary on Daddy George should do nicely for tomorrow, then. Ah, a goal.
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tortoise
Your soul is bound to the Sixth Totem, Gehirn,
The Tortoise
.

Gehirn appears as a claret colored turtle. He
embodies growth, success, evolution, and
progress
. He is associated with the color
claret, the season of summer, and the element
of wind. His downfall is forgetfulness.

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