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Awoke at 3:30 a.m. to Greta and Apple pursuing the deer mouse through the rooms upstairs. Whenever the mouse found a good place to hide, it would gnaw. Usually this haven was a narrow gap behind a small junque-antique hutch; maybe its green finish is milk paintI'm sure the creature is hungry, now that its breadcrumb stash has been cleaned up. The hutch broadcast the repetitive chewing noises very effectively. Sleep was impossible. But sleepiness wasn't. I couldn't wake up enough to get up and do anything; instead I lay there for hours in a twilight state. Around six I finally found my way back into dreams that were numerous and strange and strangely wonderful. One followed from my remarks about the frogs the other day. In the dream I gathered up cloth to launder and found tadpoles in various stages of development, from fishy to limbed, in the folds of the cloth. Frantic to save them, I filled a bowl with water and plopped them in, hoping I acted in time. And then I found the mom frog. She was dead, torn open, her insides spilling out. I felt awful: had one of the dogs snapped at her? They'd shown no interest in the frogs before. Remaining dreams pick up where several recent others had left off and were too vague and strange (but curiously nice) to nail down. The frog part reminds me of the whale dream of August, where a mother whale was cut open to remove the infant whale. Watery stuff. 5:52:15 PM |
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Well, I wrote the preceding very personal entry assuming that more persons than not would click on one of the two links embedded in the first paragraph and actually read the poem I referred to! Unless you read it you won't get why I'm revealing such stuff; it must seem like questionable taste, at least. But guess what. Not one reader among the 70 or so who have stopped by in the past 18 hours has clicked over to read the poem. If they had they would have laughed, because it's a very erotic-sounding poem, and in fact posting it got me into more than a little hot water hereabouts and precipitated the end of a relationship. So when you know what truly inspired the lines then it seems funny, almost. I dunno. Should I wipe out the entry? ... I think I won't. Someone might look and get a smile from it.
In other household news: a powerful if very tiny magic occurred last night. As I was drifting off around 11 I remembered I hadn't refrigerated something leftover from supper. I wanted just to move into sleep, but frugality won out (can't risk spoilage around here), and I struggled back into consciousness, sort of, and switched on the lamp, got out of bed, and in the doorway I turned to sidle past an object waiting to be carried downstairs the next morning and taken to the shop. As I did, I reached out my right hand to grasp the doorframe, and my ring finger came down on the tail end of a gigantic sleeping wasp. I got the sting of my life, wow, and made lots of noise about it as I first ran cold water and then fetched the ice thingy from the freezer. It took a while for the freezing to stop the pain, which it did just as I fell asleep again up under the blankets. But it makes a superstitious mind wonderyou get up in the middle of the night, you could have chosen not to, and you plant your right-hand ring finger on probably the only wasp in the whole house at that moment, and it seems to be waiting for you, and the pain is terrible and your fingers are all swelled up now, but isn't that strange? And the small wee rational guy rolls his eyes from his impoverished corner of my mind. OK, shut up. But I want that it should be telling me something about energy. This house is full of bugs, and I ignore them. I don't even talk about them. They're just there. And in a year and a half they have left me alone. Then last night I was talking to a friend online and I remarked about all the bugs in my house, and I named all the different kinds, and wasp was at the top of the list. Then this, less than an hour later. I always have said that what you give energy to is what comes to you. The wee small rational guy shrinks further still. Sorry. I'll go read about physics now. That'll really shake you up. 12:50:23 PM |












