Salvage
fragments from a past
Thursday, December 23, 2004

For a while we lived on some acreage, five rented acres, a small homestead in the middle of a venerable olive orchard, that itself lay in the middle of a venerable almond orchard, with virgin scrub--poison oak and manzanita--beyond, just where the valley climbs east toward the foothills of the northernmost Sierra Nevada. The owner had built the place to raise his family on, but once his sons were grown he and his wife moved back to town. Rumors circulated about developers buying up adjacent properties, but our landlord was adamant: he would never sell.

We liked it there. The area was a home too to magpies and rattlesnakes. Coyotes ate Pete the cat and several of our hens. The tallest, stoutest valley oak for miles around grew there. We dubbed it the Magic Oak and savored its protective silhouette against our sunsets, summer and winter.

The almond orchards beyond our boundary had been abandoned for many years. Star thistle grew thick between the trees, and where it gave way to oat grass the pheasants nested. We grew accustomed to their sudden barking in the midmorning silences, and again toward evening, and we enjoyed the racket the magpies made from their olive-tree nests. The foliage in the olive grove formed a low ceiling, and when the magpies left for the season there was a sweet hush between the twisted trunks, where tender grasses made a thin, cool carpet.

Finally, though, the chain saws came. Workers started in at 7 every morning, cutting swaths through the almond trees up toward us from the blacktop. Then came the heavy equipment--bulldozers, backhoes. The land around our five acres was flattened and streets were carved and pressed and paved. Pipe was laid, street lamps erected. They severed our phone line eight times.

When they reached the olive orchard they laid their chain saws down. The trees were just hitting their stride, really, old as they were, and were worth good money. Once a week a great machine came and scooped another dozen out of the ground, roots and all, and stacked them on flatbeds bound for a Palm Springs golf course.

We hung on tight as we could. But the landlord finally caved in to a developer from San Diego, and before long we were heaping our things into trailers and trucks and wending our way back to the city.

Trees get in the way of earthmovers, and every one of ours had been flagged for cutting. The first new residents of Creekside Estates, Phase I, were unloading their moving vans just as we left to make way for Phase III. There was no time for them to acquaint themselves with the Magic Oak, and I doubt they missed it when it was gone.
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The months preceding Jesse's birth were difficult ones. We lived in a strange city. We had little. I was 22 years old. My son Josh was nearly three. He was my golden boy, my precious firstborn, full of light and joy one moment, torment and tears the next. We lived in a bathroomless apartment in the basement of the Straight Creek Journal, in a house owned by Medill McC. Barnes, on York Street in Denver, across from City Park and the Denver Zoo, on the slums' fringe. (Our toilet and bathing facilities lay beyond our door at the far end of a spooky hallway.) Because we had no windows of our own, Josh and I traveled often through town on city buses and watched the streets and sidewalks and traffic pass us by like 3-D movies. After supper on the hot evenings of my eighth, ninth, tenth months, we'd catch the bus that started its route across the street and make the circuit that took in the suburbs at its southwest extreme. The two of us, our faces pressed to the window, watched as the decrepitude and trash faded gradually into the uniform sterility of new tract housing. The bus route ended in a shopping mall, and there Josh and I would disembark and walk quickly to the ice cream shop at the far side of the steaming black parking lot, and I would buy one sticky, dripping vanilla cone for us, and then we'd board the same bus, the day's last bus, just moments before it left and journey home to our little apartment in the dark. These were our evenings in the long days before Jesse arrived.
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