blogaholism
Who would have thought a blog could curtail a lifestyle of rampant innebriation. It was only a few months ago that I was drinking four and five nights a week, plus adding coke and ecstasy and other drugs into the mix. Then everymorning I would suffer through a miserable hangover as I worked with Bob Bandit to sell tree work.
Now I've become so obsessive about my blogging that I can't stand to leave my computer screen to even go to a bar or club. I would rather check my hits one more time or post one more stupid story. The times that I do still go out, I cringe if I have to pay a thirty or forty dollar bar tab thinking of the stickers or banners or propaganda it could have bought me instead.
This change didn't come from any real desire to get clean or be a better person. I think I've just traded one addiction for another. That is to say,
"my name is Mark, and I'm a blogaholic."
7:24:11 PM
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