Monday, March 29, 2004

bad rolladough feeling sick......may have been.....bad rolladough....or may have been.....Whitney's sickness.......she....warned me.........but..........I was horny....couldn't help.....myself.......... pray to.......... carved elephant from Pier One.....heal me........heal me Pier One elephant 7:39:45 PM    comment []

whipping entities and mate delusions *I had a dream last night that I was whipping some sort of mysterious entity to death.   The thing was represented by a number, and as  I whipped it, the number gradually got lower.  I guess when I got to zero the entity would be dead. *Speaking of entities:  I had the strangest feeling last night (before I went to sleep) that there was another person with me here in the house.  I don't think it was a ghost type of thing.  It was more like, the part of my brain that keeps track of my girlfriends and fiancee's and wives and whatnot finally got completely confused and melted.  While I was watcing Old School (with Will Ferrell) on the couch, I had this feeling that whoever my mate was, she was in the next room.  Like I could say, "come in here, honey! You gotta see this.  It's hillarious."  And then she would walk right in.  Its hard to explain, but it was a very strong delusion. 8:14:27 AM    comment []