nicole gold!
I think it was about 1992, and I was 22 years old when I was riding my bike downtown and I looked up and saw this giant billboard looming overhead that said, "NICOLE GOLD!!!"
That billboard referred to Nicole Haislett, a girl from here in St. Pete that took a gold medal in swimming in the 1992 Olympics. That billboard had quite an impact on me for a couple of reasons.
1) One reason was that I actually was on the community swimteam with Nicole when we were little kids. I considered myself a pretty good swimmerback then, and I won a few ribbons. But by highschool I was getting blown away by much better athletes, and without ribbons and medals to stoke my self-esteem, I soon dropped out.
2) The other reason that the billboard had such an impact on me was that, for a 22 year old, I couldn't have been much more the opposite of a gold-medal winner. I was like a lead medal winner. The bicycle I was riding on (underneath the billboard) wasn't my "mountain bike" for excercising that I put on the back of my SUV. It was, in fact, my only transportation.
I used that bike to get back and forth between my $200 a month apartment, and my $5 per hour Subway Sandwich job. I had no girlfriend at the time and I beat-off incessantly.
To feel mysterious and important, I would scribble thoughts and ideas into composition notebooks. Whenever I could, I got drunk and high.
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