Tuesday, July 5, 2005

old school don marquis style

its hard to blog about a baby
when said baby is asleep on your forearm
diaper clad butt cradled in your hand

im trying to do this onehanded
me and archy the cockroach - he was oneheaded tho
shiftings too tricky so forget it
one extra wasted keystroke

thats one thing you learn as a parent
conservation of movement

do as much as possible all at once
or else
do only what is absolutely necessary
thats why so many parents skip meals
stop smoking
start drinking coffee black for first time
conservation of movement (i cut and pasted that phrase - cheating ha ha)

hes hot like a radiator
sweat is pouring off me
its cool outside and im barefoot
but hes glowing with body heat
a bundle of energy at rest

he sleeps noisy
his nose whistles
ha-ffffffff is how his little snores sound
a little breath and a little papery whistle thru his nose
ha-a-ffffff
ha-a-ffffff
ha-a-ffffff
ha-a-ffffff
and then a deep sigh

and back to sleep

and yes i do it
we all do it
admit it you did too
every ten mins my hand on his chest
checking for the rise and fall
just making sure

just making sure

hes gained so much weight
hes near 10 lbs now
moms overjoyed
his suits are starting to fit too snug on him

its a little miracle to see him put on weight
those first days where we would have done anything for him to be eating
and now he eats like a horse

so far from those terrifying first days
and yet he still fits in the crook of my arm
his head tucked inside my elbow

ha-a-ffffff

ha-a-ffffff


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