Tue, 24 Jan 2006 01:50:27 GMT

Dear Universe, As you are well aware-I LIVE on the east coast. Here on the east coast it is the MIDDLE of WINTER-as you are also aware of. In the MIDDLE of WINTER, ticks fucking die, hibernate...what the fuck ever. The bottom line-they are not supposed to be attaching themselves to unsuspecting hosts and sucking them dry. So...Universe...why is it...that I am the only fucking person I know that finds a tick attached to their body on the 23rd of January 2006??? Not just any tick..I might add...a DEER TICK..which oh..by..the..way...HAVE FUCKING LYME DISEASE So..there...dear..Universe..now that you understand my frustration...WHY WOULD YOU FUCKING DO THIS TO ME??? Is there not someone else out there who needs to go through some crisis??? Is not taking away my parent's enough??? Is not taking my BF away enough??? Will Lyme Disease be enough??? OR WILL IT NEVER FUCKING END???? HELLO...IT IS THE MIDDLE OF WINTER...WHY IS A TICK ATTACHING ITSELF TO ME???? O.K. I'm calm now. Tantrum over. Yes, my doctor removed a tick from my body today. Yes, my doctor informed me that it was a deer tick. Yes, my doctor also informed me that he didn't believe the tick was attached to me long enough to pass on the dreaded Lyme Disease. Yes, the tick is being sent to a lab to see if it indeed does have the dreaded Lyme Disease. Yes, we believe the tick attached itself to me on Saturday when we went skeet shooting. Yes, we were doing shots of Patron while skeet shooting...so therefore a whole brigade of ticks could have attached themselves to me...and I would have been none the wiser. Yes, I'm perfectly aware that thou shall not imbibe while playing w loaded weapons. Yes, we all came back alive..however, one with a tick. Happy, happy, joy, joy. IT'S THE MIDDLE OF WINTER FOR FUCKS SAKE...HOW???...HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN?????????????

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 13:18:43 GMT

What a fuckin mess I am this morning!!!

I have no car, no keys, no phone, no backpack, no favorite hat, no favorite jacket, no i-pod, no car……

How the hell did I get into this predicament???

It all started with a simple lunch. LC and I went to Julian’s at lunch time-thought we should share a bottle of wine…and it all went down hill from there…………..

From Julian’s we went to Billy’s, and it was there that SK met us. As I was riding w LC-it was really not up to me when we could leave. And the next thing I knew-we couldn’t go back to work to get my things-because it was apparently too far out of the way for drunken fools to navigate too. So LC dropped me off at home (much to my doggies’ great relief) and I stumbled around on the deck trying to figure out the combo to the outdoor safe I keep my spare key in. That was a sight!!!

Now I’m sitting here waiting for LC to pick me up and listening too:

"Right To Be Wrong"

I've got a right to be wrong
My mistakes will make me strong
I'm stepping out into the great unknown
I'm feeling wings though I've never flown
I've got a mind of my own
I'm flesh and blood to the bone
I'm not made of stone
Got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone

I've got a right to be wrong
I've been held down too long
I've got to break free
So I can finally breathe
I've got a right to be wrong
Got to sing my own song
I might be singing out of key
But it sure feels good to me
Got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone

You're entitled to your opinion
But it's really my decision
I can't turn back I'm on a mission
If you care don't you dare blur my vision
Let me be all that I can be
Don't smother me with negativity
Whatever's out there waiting for me
I'm going to faced it willingly

I've got a right to be wrong
My mistakes will make me strong
I'm stepping out into the great unknown
I'm feeling wings though I've never flown
I've got a mind of my own
Flesh and blood to the bone
See, I'm not made of stone
I've got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone

I've got a right to be wrong
I've been held down to long
I've got to break free
So I can finally breathe
I've got a right to be wrong
Got to sing my own song
I might be singing out of key
But it sure feels good to me
I've got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone

Joss Stone

Its about the journey not the destination...............